chchcheck it outi figured if anyone wanted to continue reading i'm now at
~Overfinite
but im not sure who reads these journals anyway.
moratorium -- a suspension of action
oh irony.
you couldn't understandour first time was lavender and lemons then i got wiser one of the contusions on my hip looks like a sideways heart why does love have to be so painful?you couldn't understand
the second time was hard candy and raindrops im sorry you had to wash your sheets and go to the grocery store at 3 am but it helps to be prepared
the third time was pillows and porcelain and so you never got to finish because for a moment i forgot how easily i could break now i'm left to deal with the cracks
howtolove the chronically illit took you 27 days to tell me. you were at the doctor for 17 of those i am not as clueless as i seemhowtolove the chronically ill
you take 11 pills every day i only have to take 6
i am always weak from drawing blood and you are always sore from getting it too bad opposites don't attract like they used to
when we were alone you liked to listen to my heart skip and stop and comment that for just one second it was almost like i was dead
afterwards i would lay back and remember when you were at the hospital and i had to sit through school instead now i try t
12345ami am on my eyeballs and you are on the other line. you know i will tell you anything after 2 am and i know i can get away with asking12345am
our secrets dont lie under the bed anymore.
you told me that the stars spelled our names i told you that i had always wanted to visit the moon (maybe if i did they would) you always promise you'll let me go to sleep soon but you know that i know, you never do.
seriouslyif you don't call me back, i am going to digest approximately ten ibuprofen pills and at least four Fred Flintstone vitamins.seriously
i am going to put on my spandex pants, and i am definitely going to dance to that CD you gave me for my birthday.
if you don't call me back, i am going to
take all the tags off my new clothes and arrange them by price, then take the most expensive one and give myself another paper cut. i am going to CAPITALIZE EVERYTHING and leave you a lot of facebook messages pretending i'm high because out of everything, that's what you hate most.
if
In The Eye of The BeholderYou tell me of your magical garden where flowers grow to magnificent proportions and butterflies flock to them like unicorns to a rainbow.In The Eye of The Beholder
You explain to me the bliss of raising potatoes and tomatoes and mangoes and the joy of consuming their perfect flesh.
Your garden is a happy place where, out of sheer joy, worms dance in the earth
and ants and spiders and mantises all live together in impossible harmony.
My garden is a bit different.
I sit in my own soil as the stacks of trash
and dirty laundry grow t
Contempt
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"Nobody will ever win the battle of the sexes ... there's too much fraternizing with the enemy" (Henry Kissinger)
I appreciate you taking the time to have a look
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'Beauty will save the world'
--Fyodor Dostoevsky
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A Lulu Jamal, parce que elle est mon monde (:
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Law of my Jungle, Kill them all and let Hades sort them out- Zarek
Great, I'm already damned to live forever. Anything ELSE do you want to put me through?! Geez....
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